I'm still not quite sure why you loved me
What made you become so captivated?
All in such a short amount of time
You were broken, weren't you
And I promised I would fix you
It's strange, how we can say so many words
Even though we never really mean them
I guess I just didn't know what I was doing
I rushed it, I forced it
And it shattered on the ground in front of me
Some days, I try to blame you for it
I didn't ask to be cherished, I wanted to be alone
It's your fault, for eyeing me like that
You couldn't control your most basic of urges
You fell into lust, and I paid the price
Or at least, I try to tell myself that
Love is a two way street, after all
And I was the one who snapped the pavement in two
Stomping it under my heel, I never saw it
How your heart wouldn't stop bleeding for me
Three days, only three days of pleasure
It was empty, and it meant nothing to me
But I still enjoyed having you by my side
Even if it was for a little while
And even though my heartbeat never matched yours
But I realized, I couldn't keep it up
I never really learned how to love someone
Every time you touched me, every time we kissed
I just felt a piece of my mind die inside
It was so cold, so empty, so tiresome
And I know I'm the villain here
I told you I could feel, when I couldn't feel at all
When all you wanted, was to hold me in your arms
To feel comfort once again, to tell me it was okay
I told you before, you never should've expected much
But I miss you, I miss you so much
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry I wasted your time
The lillies we planted died so quickly
I couldn't even bring myself to water them
I promised I'd learn how, but I never did
But it's over now, the pain is gone, and you're free
I couldn't even say sorry, not even at the last moment
I told you to fly away, to leave this bride at the altar
I thought it'd be the right thing to do
But deep down, I just wanted you to hold me one last time
Please, please don't leave me
I love you, I love you, I love you
I promise, I really do love you
Though my lips can barely utter it
I promise, I will always love you